Yes.. !! Yes.. !! I am scared to lose people specially the dear ones around me. May be that is the reason why I wanted to keep people around me happy.
I know I have a problem to express what I feel.. I am not that expressive sort… I always have that fear inside me about what the person will think or feel if I say something.
I know I make mistakes, so as everyone does. I am not a perfect person under the sun and never claim to be one. If someone is sad or angry with me then it must be something to do with me.
As much as I know how to say sorry, I just can’t get myself to say sorry. I don’t know how to do it.
I can’t hug an old friend and say ‘come back to me.. I miss you’. I don’t know the way of saying sorry.
But I feel sometimes this problem has a fair side as well. Even if I love someone (no matter what relationship we share) I believe rather than telling the person every now and then that I love you, I would prefer to show my love. It’s better to show it rather than saying it.
Why there is a need to tell someone that how much I love or actually I love that person? If I love someone I don’t need to justify it or intensify it. “Mein Tumse Mohabbat Karta huin” agar karte ho toh kehne ki zarurat nahi hai, lekin agar kehne ki zarurat padh jaye fir mohabbat nahi reheti….
I know few people might hate me for what I believe but people who will understand I know they will have some different opinion about me… atleast they will take a bit of trouble to stay with the “insane” me !! J
P.S : Special words by special person.
P.S : Special words by special person.
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